Soo... Lately I have been eating anything and everything!!!! I am pretty sure that I am gaining weight, because I also have not worked out AT ALL in probably 3 weeks. The weird part is... I am sooo happy! I know, I know, this whole blog is "supposed" to be about my strict diet habits, and what I am doing at the gym and elsewhere that is finally going to give me the six pack that I have always wanted, but you know what... I don't want it anymore! I have never had a REAL problem with my weight, size, shape or anything like that. I don't know where I got it into my head that I had to have a supermodel figure... I seriously need to face reality! IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN! I guess it could... if I had enough free time to workout twice a day, hire a personal trainer, and a personal chef to cook all my weight friendly meals.. but that is never going to happen.
I like my body! I think I have good height, my size is proportionate to that, and thanks to a very good plastic surgeon... other parts of me are also proportionate ;) If I had one complaint it would be my thighs, but it has ALWAYS been my thighs, even when I was a national swimmer it was my thighs! If I can go through my whole life of being an athlete, and always have a problem with my thighs I think that is something I am just going to have to get used to...
So... I am changing what this blog is all about! I have tried counting calories, I have tried being on a strict workout regimen, and while I did go through a period where I lost 10 pounds and felt pretty good about my body I wasn't genuinely happy. So, this blog is now going to feature articles about me loving my body, and about me doing things that make me happy; whether that be a workout, or going to The Hat at 11pm because Billy and I have a craving... welcome to the new me :) I love my body and I am going to be confident from now on!!!!
Yay!!!!!
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